Tuesday, October 13, 2009

a happy heart is what i got

a thing happened today, only one thing and it made my heart happy. you see, my heart is heavy and not a whole lot does that for me right now. i took a shower, one that was much needed since i hadn't showered since friday evening...don't forget that my heart is heavy, i usually shower daily so try not to judge. while i was drying off i looked up at the fogged up mirror and it said "i love mom" some little person in my house was thinking of me and let the mirror know.
i know they love me but at times like this when i'm not feeling like much of a mother i wonder what they really think of me...like when i'm not coaxing an "i love you" from them by saying it first. they love me, someone loves me and thinks of me...even if it is in the shower.

13 comments:

Erin said...

I'm sorry you have a heavy heart my friend. You are in my prayers. Just know that you are LOVED..yesterday, today and tomorrow. Even when you feel low. Turn to Heavenly Father for strength, his arms are constantly wrapped around you. What a sweet token of love left behind to lift your spirit!

Hugs my friend.

Anonymous said...

I love that you showered!............................................................................and love you too of course

Jeff

Kate said...

You are a such a good person and I know that your kids see and feel that (right? cause that's always what I tell myself when I feel less than a great mom).
Sorry about your house problems. I'm sure that's not helping your heavy heart. They will be resolved hopefully sooner than later.
I'll be thinking and praying for you :) glad you posted :)

John and Jada McFarlane said...

You are loved by most. That is cute! I can't wait until my kids are old enough to do stuff like that

Shelly Hanson said...

I love you...whether you love me or NOT!...Now LOVE ME DANG IT!!!

Love, Shelly (Me)

Percy said...

She likes Mt. Dew but before her Mt. Dew phase it was Diet Coke w/lime. Chocolate... well that stands for every female.

Alene said...

This is SO Sweet! Glad you got a reminder that you are loved at the right time:)

shawni said...

Oh man I'm so sorry that you've had a heavy heart lately, and I'm so happy that you got a cute love note...AND a shower. I know how good a good, hot shower feels after not having one for a while from my own experience, but I'm sure getting that cute note was even better than the shower.

Anyway, I loved getting caught up a little bit...I can't believe how big and darling that baby of yours is.

I know I don't live close and I NEVER get to see you anymore, but know that I'm thinking of you and sending prayers your way.
Love, Shawni

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Maria said...

I love tha way you write. :) ...let the mirror know. Beautiful!

Maria. Just another blogger!

Kristina said...

I love you and we still need to make a date!!! What a blessing sweet kids can be!

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