a thing happened today, only one thing and it made my heart happy. you see, my heart is heavy and not a whole lot does that for me right now. i took a shower, one that was much needed since i hadn't showered since friday evening...don't forget that my heart is heavy, i usually shower daily so try not to judge. while i was drying off i looked up at the fogged up mirror and it said "i love mom" some little person in my house was thinking of me and let the mirror know.
i know they love me but at times like this when i'm not feeling like much of a mother i wonder what they really think of me...like when i'm not coaxing an "i love you" from them by saying it first. they love me, someone loves me and thinks of me...even if it is in the shower.